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enchanted_sortingName: Heather
Age: 24
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| WHO ARE YOU |
01.) What are your goals in life?
Well, first and foremost, I'm going to graduate university next year with a BA in Illustration. This isn't a, "I hope it happens" kind of thing-- it's in the bag now. So that's a goal I'll be able to check off!
I want to write and illustrate children's books. Either independently or collaboratively, either will do! I've gone to school for illustration, and I'm a big storyteller, so it's absolutely my goal to get at least one published in my lifetime, even if it doesn't pan out into a make-my-living-for-me thing. Writing and illustrating has always been the best most sincere way of sharing my soul with people, and I've especially latched onto the idea of putting stories out there that portray all sorts of girls and women in a strong light, since girls need more positive stories out there encouraging them to be themselves.
Aside from that, I'm really pretty open. I'm not much of a planner or a scheduler, because life isn't as fun if you just do things by the book all the time and don't leave room for spontaneity. If cards get played right, I'll be making a steady income back in the library system I worked for before I left for school. I'm going to own my own four walls someday, and my own dachshund. I'm gonna lose at least 60 pounds. I'm going to own a room that's just wall-to-wall books. I'm going to take vacations and travel to meet my friends across the world. I'm going to see places I've always wanted to see, like Ireland, Scotland, London, Moscow and Tokyo, and I will always return back to Texas, because that is my home. I'm just gonna be the me-est me that I can possibly be, and have a damn good time doing it. And when I die, I'm going to be happy. End of story.
02.) What do you care about most?
The idea of family, I think. I'm not talking an undying bond to your blood simply because they're blood, because I totally understand that some people are just horrible, and really, I don't blame Sirius for hitting the damn hills to get away from the Black family-- horrible people. I mean like, the sum of the good side of humanity, of brotherhood and sisterhood, of sticking together, of being a support system in times of weakness. Like the Weasleys who basically unofficially adopted Harry as the 8th Weasley child. Everyone needs those bonds, ESPECIALLY, I've found, in times when you have to strike out alone and do something you find uncomfortable or scary. It's one thing to be physically alone, and another entirely to feel lonely. Having tight bonds with people, I've found, is the antidote to just about everything-- I don't have a huge network and I've definitely made peace with and even am fond of the fact that I won't be liked by everyone I meet (some people flat out suck, why would I want to waste the time bending over backwards for people I don't even like?!), but to know that there are people who consider me number one in their lives, who would go to great lengths to protect me and help me feel safe, and that I would do the same for them… Well, there is nothing on earth equivalent to or as long lasting as the awesome, wholeness of that feeling. <3 Knowing I have this, and knowing how much it means to me gives me the the ability to go out into the world and stand up for those who are fighting so hard for their right to the same thing-- to marry, to be seen as equal, to have the right to their own happiness. I know I would be LOST without all of these things, so there is no doubt in my mind that I'm on the right side when I speak out against denying it to others.
03.) What is one thing you would change about the world today?
I think I'd just make it less dependent on money. The love of money really does seem to be the root of all evil, especially here in America where the 1% clings greedily and forces the other 99% to work for it in exchange for peanuts. It's not necessarily that I would get RID of the money in the world, as I understand its necessity, but if I could just change the minds of the people who are convinced they need their hundreds of millions of dollars to exist comfortably… No. Let's be considerate and use that valuable capital to take care of people who truly need it. Let's always remember that we created money to HELP and not hinder the growth of others by hoarding it. Let's make our number one priority PEOPLE, rather than power and the money that comes from it. Ugh.
04.) Is there anything in your life that you regret?
To be honest, I don't really believe in regrets-- I feel like, if something bothers you so much that you can't forget it, you should try to do something about it, rather than sit around lamenting, and in the rare case that nothing can be done (for instance, if your last interaction with someone before their death was a bad one), you should try to make peace with it and move on. I choose to be positive about all of the circumstances in my life, so if I truly end up regretting my actions, I seek to rectify them in whatever way I can.
That being said, I do miss playing the flute quite a bit; I made the choice to abandon playing music when I came to art school, thinking that in order to fully pursue one passion, I had to give up another. Now I know that's a ton of bull, so as soon as I can, I will be picking it back up, dusting it off, and seeking out groups to play in. EXCITED. :D
05.) Describe your top positive characteristics.
Honor. Honesty. Loyalty. Protective. Introspection. Friendly. EXTREMELY emotional. Passionate. Outspoken. Fiery. Creative. Determined.
Basically, I am just concerned with being a genuine person. I'm the only me that there will ever be, so I have to be sure that I'm being as much myself as possible. This means explaining myself, but never APOLOGIZING for being myself. I enjoy the idea of freedom and carving my own path, whilst building bonds with my friends and loved ones, protecting them whenever I can. If you've seen Brave yet… I'm basically an adult Merida, haha. Same passion and spunk and love of freedom, but with a wider scope and a concern for equality and human decency now that I've grown up a bit.
06.) Describe your top negative characteristics.
Sensitive. Unfocused at times. Judgmental. Temperamental. Impatient.
Let's just say… I have a huge temper. I'm a big time idealist, so when things don't go exactly as I've envisioned them, my emotions tend to range from disappointed to outright rage. I get MAD when people are just ruthless assholes, or when they're inconsiderate and overly selfish. When they betray trust and loyalty. Ugh just worst thing ever. Basically, if people would display more understanding, try a little harder, and think outside of themselves more often, you could cut the sources of basically ALL of my negative characteristics down tenfold. That only leaves my lack of focus and penchant for putting play before work. In a way, that very thing is why I so look forward to graduating in a year-- I'm ready for my art to become enjoyable again, rather than just a means to a grade.
07.) Pick a favorite quote and explain what it means to you.
Good lord I have several. Not trying to purposefully pick something Harry Potter-related here, but this quote gives me the most FEELS out of anything else I can think of.
I've changed a lot over the years, but one thing about me that has NEVER changed is what I imagine my boggart to be-- exactly like Molly Weasley's. I have this undeniable fear of the death of my loved ones. I fear losing people, and the permanence behind it makes it doubly awful in my mind. This quote gives me comfort, because honestly, it's the truth-- you are your own person, of course, but you're also the sum of everyone you've ever met. My parents taught me how to love, my best friend taught me to stand up for those less fortunate than myself, countless other loved ones in my life have taught me to open my mind after a somewhat-sheltered childhood… And I will never forget those lessons. I like to hold onto the hope that I'll see everyone I love again in the next life, whatever it may be.
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08.) Who is your favorite Harry Potter character?
George Weasley. Both Fred and George were bright spots in the series to me-- always comic relief, they had me laughing out loud while reading since book 1. They were always providing Harry with ways around his problems, and I think they shared a very important notion with him-- that sometimes, rules and laws can be dumb and even harmful in some instances. Authority should be challenged and questioned when oppressive, and nobody knows what is best for you better than you do. My favorite moment of the entire series still remains when the two of them basically destroyed Umbridge and rode off into the sunset on their broomsticks. BEST BOOK!
They're also incredibly strong willed and ambitious, which is something I admire-- I love people who have passion and the drive to see their dreams come true.
I chose George in particular because, aside from seeming to be the more discerning of the twins, my heart breaks for him like it does for nobody else at the loss of Fred. I cannot even imagine the amount of courage it takes to face each day anew after the loss of such a close part of you, to keep going and never shut down despite the fact that every glance in the mirror is just like looking into the mirror of Erised, a painful reminder of the closest bond you'll ever have and how its been shattered forever. I can't even imagine. <3
09.) Least favorite?
Cornelius Fudge. I mean, where do I start? Valuing Harry only until he began telling everyone about Voldemort's return, then pulling a complete 180 on him? Condemning Dumbledore, whom he once went to for advice, for siding with Harry? Controlling the information being put into the news about Voldemort, thereby manipulating the entirety of wizarding Britain into believing their safety was not being threatened (I have actually been subjected to behavior like that, and people that believe ignorance is bliss in very serious situations like these DESERVE TO ROT, OH MY GOD. It makes my blood boil!)? And for what? To keep his job? To help himself believe he wouldn't soon have to make many difficult decisions as acting Minister? He clearly valued himself more than his entire country, which is something pretty unforgivable when making decisions for the good of the entire community was pretty much in the fucking job description. Slimy, chickenshit old bastard. This is my problem with politics, and why I don't trust a great deal of politicians to be frank with people when needed. The job is about your country and what's best for it, not about you.
10.) Who would you have been friends with at Hogwarts?
I can easily see myself as a good friend of Fred and George, on the same level as the rest of their female friends. I would have been good with the trio, though I always imagine Hermione and I butting heads now and then, since we have similar approaches to things but slightly different ideals-- but who knows, perhaps we'd get along great! I'd definitely be friends with Luna and Neville. I'm basically good with any Weasley that's come through school… would have loved to be friends with McGonagall back in the day… You know, basically everyone who is a good guy. I'm not that complicated when it comes to who I do and do not like, lol. Anyone with a determination for doing the right thing while not taking themselves so seriously that they become a chore to be around.
11.) What would you most enjoy about your time at Hogwarts?
I was going to say learning magic, but let's be real here-- school is school after a while, no matter what you're learning. I think I'd most enjoy just making friends, exploring the castle and its grounds, having fun together while enjoying quidditch games and cheering on our teams. I would be REALLY into my house, and I'd want to see it win really badly-- I'd do whatever I could to help. I come from Texas, the land where football is the religion, so I love friendly competition. >:)
12.) Describe each of the four houses as you see them:
13.) Which house do you feel the least affinity for?
Slytherin. As ambitious and determined as I might be, I can't consider myself as someone that would go to any means to achieve her ends. I can't compromise my values for the sake of something, no matter how much I want it. If it resonates with me as morally wrong, I won't do it. I just won't. I'll cut my losses and move on, or try to find another way around it.
Age: 24
Recommended by: pretty_panther on LiveJournal posted an advertisement at HogwartsisHome. :)
| WHO ARE YOU |
01.) What are your goals in life?
Well, first and foremost, I'm going to graduate university next year with a BA in Illustration. This isn't a, "I hope it happens" kind of thing-- it's in the bag now. So that's a goal I'll be able to check off!
I want to write and illustrate children's books. Either independently or collaboratively, either will do! I've gone to school for illustration, and I'm a big storyteller, so it's absolutely my goal to get at least one published in my lifetime, even if it doesn't pan out into a make-my-living-for-me thing. Writing and illustrating has always been the best most sincere way of sharing my soul with people, and I've especially latched onto the idea of putting stories out there that portray all sorts of girls and women in a strong light, since girls need more positive stories out there encouraging them to be themselves.
Aside from that, I'm really pretty open. I'm not much of a planner or a scheduler, because life isn't as fun if you just do things by the book all the time and don't leave room for spontaneity. If cards get played right, I'll be making a steady income back in the library system I worked for before I left for school. I'm going to own my own four walls someday, and my own dachshund. I'm gonna lose at least 60 pounds. I'm going to own a room that's just wall-to-wall books. I'm going to take vacations and travel to meet my friends across the world. I'm going to see places I've always wanted to see, like Ireland, Scotland, London, Moscow and Tokyo, and I will always return back to Texas, because that is my home. I'm just gonna be the me-est me that I can possibly be, and have a damn good time doing it. And when I die, I'm going to be happy. End of story.
02.) What do you care about most?
The idea of family, I think. I'm not talking an undying bond to your blood simply because they're blood, because I totally understand that some people are just horrible, and really, I don't blame Sirius for hitting the damn hills to get away from the Black family-- horrible people. I mean like, the sum of the good side of humanity, of brotherhood and sisterhood, of sticking together, of being a support system in times of weakness. Like the Weasleys who basically unofficially adopted Harry as the 8th Weasley child. Everyone needs those bonds, ESPECIALLY, I've found, in times when you have to strike out alone and do something you find uncomfortable or scary. It's one thing to be physically alone, and another entirely to feel lonely. Having tight bonds with people, I've found, is the antidote to just about everything-- I don't have a huge network and I've definitely made peace with and even am fond of the fact that I won't be liked by everyone I meet (some people flat out suck, why would I want to waste the time bending over backwards for people I don't even like?!), but to know that there are people who consider me number one in their lives, who would go to great lengths to protect me and help me feel safe, and that I would do the same for them… Well, there is nothing on earth equivalent to or as long lasting as the awesome, wholeness of that feeling. <3 Knowing I have this, and knowing how much it means to me gives me the the ability to go out into the world and stand up for those who are fighting so hard for their right to the same thing-- to marry, to be seen as equal, to have the right to their own happiness. I know I would be LOST without all of these things, so there is no doubt in my mind that I'm on the right side when I speak out against denying it to others.
03.) What is one thing you would change about the world today?
I think I'd just make it less dependent on money. The love of money really does seem to be the root of all evil, especially here in America where the 1% clings greedily and forces the other 99% to work for it in exchange for peanuts. It's not necessarily that I would get RID of the money in the world, as I understand its necessity, but if I could just change the minds of the people who are convinced they need their hundreds of millions of dollars to exist comfortably… No. Let's be considerate and use that valuable capital to take care of people who truly need it. Let's always remember that we created money to HELP and not hinder the growth of others by hoarding it. Let's make our number one priority PEOPLE, rather than power and the money that comes from it. Ugh.
04.) Is there anything in your life that you regret?
To be honest, I don't really believe in regrets-- I feel like, if something bothers you so much that you can't forget it, you should try to do something about it, rather than sit around lamenting, and in the rare case that nothing can be done (for instance, if your last interaction with someone before their death was a bad one), you should try to make peace with it and move on. I choose to be positive about all of the circumstances in my life, so if I truly end up regretting my actions, I seek to rectify them in whatever way I can.
That being said, I do miss playing the flute quite a bit; I made the choice to abandon playing music when I came to art school, thinking that in order to fully pursue one passion, I had to give up another. Now I know that's a ton of bull, so as soon as I can, I will be picking it back up, dusting it off, and seeking out groups to play in. EXCITED. :D
05.) Describe your top positive characteristics.
Honor. Honesty. Loyalty. Protective. Introspection. Friendly. EXTREMELY emotional. Passionate. Outspoken. Fiery. Creative. Determined.
Basically, I am just concerned with being a genuine person. I'm the only me that there will ever be, so I have to be sure that I'm being as much myself as possible. This means explaining myself, but never APOLOGIZING for being myself. I enjoy the idea of freedom and carving my own path, whilst building bonds with my friends and loved ones, protecting them whenever I can. If you've seen Brave yet… I'm basically an adult Merida, haha. Same passion and spunk and love of freedom, but with a wider scope and a concern for equality and human decency now that I've grown up a bit.
06.) Describe your top negative characteristics.
Sensitive. Unfocused at times. Judgmental. Temperamental. Impatient.
Let's just say… I have a huge temper. I'm a big time idealist, so when things don't go exactly as I've envisioned them, my emotions tend to range from disappointed to outright rage. I get MAD when people are just ruthless assholes, or when they're inconsiderate and overly selfish. When they betray trust and loyalty. Ugh just worst thing ever. Basically, if people would display more understanding, try a little harder, and think outside of themselves more often, you could cut the sources of basically ALL of my negative characteristics down tenfold. That only leaves my lack of focus and penchant for putting play before work. In a way, that very thing is why I so look forward to graduating in a year-- I'm ready for my art to become enjoyable again, rather than just a means to a grade.
07.) Pick a favorite quote and explain what it means to you.
Good lord I have several. Not trying to purposefully pick something Harry Potter-related here, but this quote gives me the most FEELS out of anything else I can think of.
I've changed a lot over the years, but one thing about me that has NEVER changed is what I imagine my boggart to be-- exactly like Molly Weasley's. I have this undeniable fear of the death of my loved ones. I fear losing people, and the permanence behind it makes it doubly awful in my mind. This quote gives me comfort, because honestly, it's the truth-- you are your own person, of course, but you're also the sum of everyone you've ever met. My parents taught me how to love, my best friend taught me to stand up for those less fortunate than myself, countless other loved ones in my life have taught me to open my mind after a somewhat-sheltered childhood… And I will never forget those lessons. I like to hold onto the hope that I'll see everyone I love again in the next life, whatever it may be.
| DRACO DORMIENS NUNQUAM TITILLANDUS |
08.) Who is your favorite Harry Potter character?
George Weasley. Both Fred and George were bright spots in the series to me-- always comic relief, they had me laughing out loud while reading since book 1. They were always providing Harry with ways around his problems, and I think they shared a very important notion with him-- that sometimes, rules and laws can be dumb and even harmful in some instances. Authority should be challenged and questioned when oppressive, and nobody knows what is best for you better than you do. My favorite moment of the entire series still remains when the two of them basically destroyed Umbridge and rode off into the sunset on their broomsticks. BEST BOOK!
They're also incredibly strong willed and ambitious, which is something I admire-- I love people who have passion and the drive to see their dreams come true.
I chose George in particular because, aside from seeming to be the more discerning of the twins, my heart breaks for him like it does for nobody else at the loss of Fred. I cannot even imagine the amount of courage it takes to face each day anew after the loss of such a close part of you, to keep going and never shut down despite the fact that every glance in the mirror is just like looking into the mirror of Erised, a painful reminder of the closest bond you'll ever have and how its been shattered forever. I can't even imagine. <3
09.) Least favorite?
Cornelius Fudge. I mean, where do I start? Valuing Harry only until he began telling everyone about Voldemort's return, then pulling a complete 180 on him? Condemning Dumbledore, whom he once went to for advice, for siding with Harry? Controlling the information being put into the news about Voldemort, thereby manipulating the entirety of wizarding Britain into believing their safety was not being threatened (I have actually been subjected to behavior like that, and people that believe ignorance is bliss in very serious situations like these DESERVE TO ROT, OH MY GOD. It makes my blood boil!)? And for what? To keep his job? To help himself believe he wouldn't soon have to make many difficult decisions as acting Minister? He clearly valued himself more than his entire country, which is something pretty unforgivable when making decisions for the good of the entire community was pretty much in the fucking job description. Slimy, chickenshit old bastard. This is my problem with politics, and why I don't trust a great deal of politicians to be frank with people when needed. The job is about your country and what's best for it, not about you.
10.) Who would you have been friends with at Hogwarts?
I can easily see myself as a good friend of Fred and George, on the same level as the rest of their female friends. I would have been good with the trio, though I always imagine Hermione and I butting heads now and then, since we have similar approaches to things but slightly different ideals-- but who knows, perhaps we'd get along great! I'd definitely be friends with Luna and Neville. I'm basically good with any Weasley that's come through school… would have loved to be friends with McGonagall back in the day… You know, basically everyone who is a good guy. I'm not that complicated when it comes to who I do and do not like, lol. Anyone with a determination for doing the right thing while not taking themselves so seriously that they become a chore to be around.
11.) What would you most enjoy about your time at Hogwarts?
I was going to say learning magic, but let's be real here-- school is school after a while, no matter what you're learning. I think I'd most enjoy just making friends, exploring the castle and its grounds, having fun together while enjoying quidditch games and cheering on our teams. I would be REALLY into my house, and I'd want to see it win really badly-- I'd do whatever I could to help. I come from Texas, the land where football is the religion, so I love friendly competition. >:)
12.) Describe each of the four houses as you see them:
Gryffindor: The crusaders. To me, Gryffindors just are who they are, unapologetically. They stand for goodness and will go through hell and high water to fight for their beliefs. They are idealistic to a fault, and will typically spend their whole lives pushing for those ideals. I don't want to say that Gryffindors are optimists, per se, but I will say that they are least likely of all the houses to lose hope, and that's saying something, since they seem to be the most likely to put themselves out there in harm's way for the sake of something.
Hufflepuff: The healers. Hufflepuffs are incredibly similar to Gryffindors, but where Gryffindors would rather test their strength breaking through brick walls, Hufflepuffs are more apt to pause, consider, and accept the differences life throws them, rather than directly challenge them. Hufflepuffs believe in honesty, fair play, and hard work. Hufflepuffs are very big on being inclusive, and making sure no one feels left out or abandoned. The badger mob is a very real thing, because when they band together, they are legitimately like an unstoppable wall that you couldn't crack if you tried.
Ravenclaw: The philosophers. Of all the houses, it's not Gryffindor who is least likely to accept tradition-- for sure, it's Ravenclaw. It's no secret that Ravenclaws are very fond of learning, but what sets them apart from people like Hermione is the fact that their minds are literally as open as the air itself-- they are information sponges, taking in absolutely every point of view possible, always thinking, but never really judging. Ravenclaws know and understand that there is strength in wisdom and knowing what the other houses are too preoccupied to set their minds to.
Slytherin: The directors. It's true that Gryffindors and Slytherins are two sides of the same coin, but where a Gryffindor seeks to lead loudly and boldly, a Slytherin is more apt to make their place behind the scenes, in the directors chair-- calling the shots, but safely out of the camera. The ambition of a Slytherin knows no bounds, and to prove this, they learn to play the field from a very early age, using their intuition and sensibility to tug at strings and network their way into whatever position they have their sights set on. Failure is never an option for a Slytherin-- their whole identity hinges upon success.
13.) Which house do you feel the least affinity for?
Slytherin. As ambitious and determined as I might be, I can't consider myself as someone that would go to any means to achieve her ends. I can't compromise my values for the sake of something, no matter how much I want it. If it resonates with me as morally wrong, I won't do it. I just won't. I'll cut my losses and move on, or try to find another way around it.
